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YOTF

by DESTINY USA

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1.
i need to find someone who really understands that justified anger is the purest form of love yeah it's the purest form of love yeah i need to find someone who really understands that killing certain people is a form of self care yeah it's a form of self care yeah i need to find someone who really understands that nothing's gonna happen if you sit around and stare yeah if you sit around and stare yeah i need to find someone who really understands that sooner or later we're gonna be dead yeah we're gonna be dead yeah thank god we'll be dead yeah thank god
2.
sun drips down, mascara on my face 93 oz orange soda, razor blades, babe 2 dollar bill at the till, rob em blind then make a day feel like the last of your life 100 degrees, watch my hopes dry up break bottle fizz, mix liquor in the cup, ahh knees made to scrape, and skin go for broke i feel a need to bleed and i know i'm gonna choke so down like the dow, and i'm feeling pretty bare sweat breaks taste, untouched for a while there can't be blamed, blood rush then i go numb empty space, throat fucked til i throw up cry cuz i'm choked up, brainwashed and sick, it runs down my chin like i'm sun kissed unconscious falling apart, bliss shatters the inside lined up and ready, i'm broken and blinded knives, knives, i gotta earn my stripes fucked out of my mind, day stars in the sky now high, high, we get so high get so wet, eyes burned from the light now
3.
destroyer 03:24
look at who i am, how i feel, what i know when it catches fire, there's no way let it go i wish i was cold like you i wish i could freeze, and never take the heat of love but no, the way you look at me you wanna see me scream and i want it too, my love i wish i could look like you i wish i could sign, and give it all up to you belong, and never look behind i wanna get cut, get cuffed, get stuck to you i have to be good, i have to be nice i have to be cold and dead inside i have to be hurt, i have to be fine to be destroyed, to be alive bend to the pressure, put ideas in my mind nothing left to do but watch myself unwind you can be destroyer, burn your name into my skin babe i'll be your empty vessel, fill and break me in
4.
i want to be absorbed by the earth on a good day call it what you want, to be crushed, to be unmade thrown into a pit, get slit with a switchblade this is what i want, think about it, salivate and i know that it's a wash, it's a waste, it's a drag i'm made to stay awake, wanna leave in body bag DIY, that's just how i flow, man bang bang, go, no one else is gonna do that fucking crazy, come on just end me i've seen enough now, oh please turn the lights out falling, flailing, there's no escaping i've played my part here, i've hurt enough here how am I supposed to even get this thing done do i have to buy a gun, how hard is it to give up ugh, what's it called when you don't know how to leave and you're too afraid to dream or sleep with anyone hon, i'm finished with the talk just put me in a box, already it's too long write it off as a loss, this life is just a sunk cost dragging on and on and on and on and, make it fucking stop, why can't i make it stop
5.
brainless 04:23
don't you know you own me, it's written in my eyes take me to a quiet place, somewhere out of sight muted and delirious, gray sky's fragile yawn threatening to open up electrify us all choke me out, you fucking coward fuck me now, you brainless worm please just fucking tear my clothes off won't you give me what i want? won't you give me what i want? take the hate in all your heart and wreck my body, make it hurt won't you give me what i want? won't you give me what i want? how about you take your hand and hit me like i'm worthless trash won't you give me what i want? won't you give me what i want? won't you give me what i want? won't you give me what i want? won't you give me what i want? give me what i want, you can do me just like that see how long it takes to crack the egg into the pan under dying light, you can take it all the way i'll become someone i never was before you came

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released October 15, 2020

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